Everything starts with that oral and now we were like enemies. We have been friends for 4 years and this is the 5th year. I seriously don't get why are you angry, aren't i'm the one who are suppose to be angry over it?
You stated that you want to take the character that starts with the letter 'T', and i will take the balance one. At the end. you changed your mind, and you wanna take my character. Just because of this, you put this matter up on msn personal message saying it is not fair. You said you want the character that start with 'T', you said that. Just because your friend say 'i thought you want that character one?' and you changed your mind, and there goes the fight. I got mad when i was replying what you've wrote on msn's personal message. And i typed wtf, i'm sorry but i'm already nice enough to not type out the word what the fuck. You told me not to show my brutality to you, and you have feelings?! Btw, it is vulgarities. I have feelings too, you are posting this stupid thing up on msn without caring for my feelings. As if i'm a stone. And it is so rude to put everything in capital letters, seriously.
After the msn fight, you went to school the other day with your friend without telling us 2. Its fine that you didn't tell me because of that fight but what about her? And you both were actually going to the seminar and you both didn't tell us. This is so hurt. And you both went for a movie near my house and you didn't even ask us out for a movie. Seriously, this is very hurt. I really don't want to talk about this topic anymore in school, trying to ignore what happened.
I tried to talk to you like normal, in school but i noticed, i'm like talking to a wall. You are ignoring me. I ask one question, you answer, thats it. I felt so stupid talking to you. I can still remember the day before the chinese new year holidays. We chose the characters that we want for the bm lisan. She said, i don't wanna fight about it like you 2, i take any character. And i took the remaining character. And you suddenly said, 'What do you mean by i don't wanna fight about it like you 2? I'm not starting a fight here you know?' Excuse me, you are starting a fight. I ignore you and i really want to cry at that time. It is so hurt but seriously, not worth crying because of you.
Ater the holidays, i'm still trying to act as normal but it seemed that you are still angry over it. What are you angry of? Seriously, i'm the one who should get angry over everything. I'm still talking to the wall, my house's wall is way much better than you.
Your birthday is around the corner, we planned to go to red box to celebrate your birthday on friday. And she told me that you can't go because of your cousin or whoever and you need to buy the outfits for your team. And you said going to red box with us will not be fun because we only sing korean songs. Excuse me, we can speak 3 languages, chinese, english and malay. Excuses. Rubbish excuses. You said you will go to red box on the Saturday with your primary school friends only, your mum chose friends to go with you to celebrate your birthday at red box. You are ditching us to go with your primary school friends. You said your mum booked the room around January. As if i would believe that. So us both ended up celebrating your birthday FOR you, not WITH you. I've a message of happy birthday to you in the morning on your birthday. You replied on the next day.
She forgotten to bring your birthday present to school. I've reminded her but yet she forgotten to bring it on the other day. And she gave it to you on Wednesday, and you don't want to accept it. Today, what i heard from her was you said it was pantang to receive presents 3 days after the birthday. Liar. And you said we purposely give you the present 3 days late. Purposely. That present, we bought it last year. It was a necklace. Us 2 have one each too. It stated 'best friend forever'. I took friend, she took forever, and the best was for you. We have been friends for 4 years and you said we did that on purpose. 4 years, this is how you threat us saying that we did that on purpose because we are angry of you. You don't understand us, we won't do such things but you personally thinks so. People are always forgetful moreover we were so busy over all the reports. And, you told her, 'doesn't she have a brain to remind you?'. I can tell you now, I DON'T HAVE ONE.
She is not siding me at first nor siding either both of us. She is so hurt that you actually thinks that she purposely give you the present 3 days late.
This is what you think of us over 4 years of friendship.ps: I didn't write this on purpose to let you see in case you THOUGHT i was. I posted everything up on msn just to express my feelings. I'm not like you, expressing them over msn personal message purposely let everyone know about it. Btw, your typing and your personality doesn't match. Don't always depend on your mum.
